Confused

As I am writing this post, my mindset and body is in a confused state.

I feel both unwell and well at the same time.

Let me explain… The last couple of days the symptoms of my condition has increased. I feel more nauseous than usual. And I have a bit more pain than usual.

Before you say anything.. No I haven’t got the coronavirus that’s going around😂

I know this is just me having a “bad spell” because I’ve had it numerous times before. Fortunately a bad spell for me is now a rare thing and only really happens once every few months, if that.

Anyway, so though these symptoms have increased, they seem to be coming and going in waves.

One minute I feel fine and the next I feel absolutely rubbish.

My body and mindset is telling me to rest up but at the same time it’s telling me to keep going. I feel like I can carry on but at the same time my body feels tired.

It’s frustrating. I want my body to decide how it wants to make me feel. Either unwell or well (more hoping for the latter!)

At least I know for sure that within a couple of days I should be back to my normal self. But in the mean time I just need to grin and bare it. I’m trying to still live as normal life as possible. However, due to my symptoms making me feel tired I am respecting that and slowing down a little with what I do!

So if anyone sees me in the next few days living about my life but taking things slow and taking the odd breaks. I’m not being lazy. I just need to slow down a little to let my body recover from the battles that my condition throws at me! 😂😊