December 2020 was the last post I accomplished on this blog.
To be honest I decided to give it up. I mean, there wasn’t much else to talk about. I ran out of ideas. I felt like my life was “normal”. Besides, who actually reads my posts nowadays?
That was my train of thought.
It’s only recently that I’ve thought about starting it back up again. I’ve had new insights and goings ons with my health, so maybe my life wasn’t as “normal” as I thought it would be.
I mean I have got a chronic illness after all. Just because I have a good spell doesn’t necessarily mean it’s going to last. With a chronic illness there is always something that creeps up on you .. mainly when you least expect it.
I feel almost scared to feel relaxed and happy as I know something is waiting for me round the corner.
I’ll give a proper update very soon (I promise) but a brief summary of what’s been happening for me lately includes; some big milestones in my “normal life”, my mental health declining and a new tube insertion.
I feel like I’m living two lives.. a life with a chronic illness and a “normal” life. Sometimes it’s hard to balance. And I’m not ashamed to say I’ve been struggling a bit lately.